This book I read is about a boy. He doesn't really like himself and he has a disease. He has a lot of mental issues. He sees things and has many visions of weird scenarios that nobody else could imagine. He doesnt have a lot of faith that he will survive. He likes this girl and is afraid to admit his feelings to her. I like this book because it's about love and pain. I like reading books about people who have low self esteem and who are troubled. Read to find out if he survives and if he gets with the girl.